Beautiful~

you look beautiful...

as if there's no ... tomorrow

as if the sun will remain ... at rise

you look beautiful...

as if the butterflies

will not cease to flare

drifting under

the reflection of your cheeks

you look beautiful...

in a way no painter ... can draw

and no camera ... could shoot

you look beautiful

and every thing around

because of that

I too

am

starting to look

but not quite

as

beautiful!

~some~

sometimes i loose track

something's just not right

somehow i feel a vibe

somesay it's how i act

one day i'll figure out

why thoughts are hard to crack

right now i'll just sit back

and watch peoples' mind react.

Leave...

Leave ...

If well deep inside you

a tear is waiting to be shed.

Leave ...

If the faces around you

have nothing to be said.

Leave ...

for the hymns of joy

are yet to be loudly read.

Leave ...

so the sun can finally rise

and warm the hairs upon your head.

Leave ...

and go to the far away coast

its Golden sand is aching to be stepped~

tell me why I try ?

I want you,

even though good-bye is

near by ...

I want you,

yet something seems to

keep blinding my eye ...

I like you,

but why doing so

is in itself ... a try ?

I like you,

despite my awareness

of your attempted lie ...

I'm leaving,

you can have the rest of our time

for you to ... fry!

I'm leaving,

remember my words

for the sake of

the next ... guy!

الممرضه

كالجندي المجهول ...

...تكون الممرضه
على شفاه المرضى ...

تزرع إبتسامه...
وتسهر الأيام والليالي للإنسان ...

...بلا منامه
تراها ترعى رعاياها ...

كرعاية الأب الحنون

... لليتامى
بأناملها تعالج ...

وبيديها تداوي ...

وبعينيها تواسي

أما بقلبها الحنون...

فتزرع في انفسنا

بذور السلامه.

سقط جفني عليها

يا من سقط جفني عليها

ففتحت أبواب السحاب

يا من هَوَت روحي إليها

فَتَشَرعت بَوابة السماء

وانشرحت فيني روحي الضائعه

و أصبحت هائما في أجواء خيالك

أجول بين غيومك البيضاء الناصعه

وأطير عبر فكرك ... الخلاب

يا من سقط جفني عليها

فيك وجدت ضالتي

و بك ...

ضللت نفسي

______

void ...

where myself currently ...

resides !

unsure ...

uncertain ...

unaware ...

of it's empty-full position.

running from ...

escaping to ...

hiding in ...

me !

the world is pretty ...

but no nation feels right.

the earth keeps spinning ...

and no ticket gets me where I want.

a big board filled with destinations,

yet no place where my heart can ... act.

Spent a long summer ... fall ... and winter searching ...

living out of an old backpack.

and when my time was ... out.

to my home ... I came back.

only to find out.

only to conclude.

that no tickets were ever needed.

no rides were meant to be done.

all what myself really wanted.

In your Heart ... yearning to become~